Almost lost it

So, tonight it's been 7 days...that's all I can say. I needed some help relaxing but did the best I could. A couple friends were very supportive. But, the stress made me slip out a little bit more than I should have to a friend who is a little too close to the situation.

This was of course after I witnessed something that kind of freaked me out. I knew it was a possibility especially after not doing my part to move things forward. A step or two and could have all been over...luckily or unluckily the steps didn't happen. But, it doesn't remove the doubt or mystery. Then at 2 or 2:15am something gave me hope. Could be imagined, but it could be something. Let's hope it's something...