Closing up shop?

Hmmm...fascinating week or two...I want to write so much but at the same time I think it will come back to hurt me. In some ways the past 2 1/2 weeks have been amazing and in some ways things have been...hmmmm....not sure.

New student orientation was great. Definitely glad I did it and was lucky to get to know some really cool people that also helped organize the week. I'm glad I made some new friends. Leading a small group of new students was fun also. I thought I had one of the more professional bunches and they did well. The campus competition was fantastic. For some reason I had a much better time I had for mine...maybe because I did most of the things I wish my leader had done? Hmmm...well it must have worked. I could write a lot about the experience because it truly was a great one. The parties ended way too early due to logistical issues.

I just can't bring myself to write about the thing that's really bugging me though. I've made similar mistakes in the past and I am already starting to make them again. I can't make the same mistake again. We have to learn from our mistakes, right? I missed an opportunity tonight and the past couple days to do something I really wanted to do. Fear? Just cramping up? Not sure....but I need to get it taken care of.

But, I am seriously considering closing up this blog...as much as I want to write my thoughts down I feel concerned that I really can't tell the entire story on anything anymore for fear of maintaining my anonymity to some extent.

I never have gone after the purely blog concept...this has always been an outlet for me to express myself about my life, not other things going on around me. Hey, cool if a few friends are better informed about my life but letting all of communities into the equation is just too dangerous for me and after all I write this for me.